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10月26日

I Will Never Walk Alone

You Will Never Walk Alone
By: Point Of Grace

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

(Chorus)
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember where ever you may

(Repeat Chorus)

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

(Repeat Chorus
6月9日

Being Melodramatic! LOL!

Why is it that I feel this way,
What is it that my heart has to say?
What is it about you that won't let me  go,
Could you please help me realize that which I still don't know?

As long as you were single and free I could let you go,
But anytime your heart moves away from me it pains me so,
But it's not like your heart was given to me,
You know that it was something I would never push to receive,
All I know is that I don't like the girl you have there next to you.

Yeah you're going to brush back a lock of my hair
Look me in the eyes then ask me:
"Tatania, have you ever?"
Truthfully, yes I did.
I loved the one who reminded me of me.
The one who was my friend
Yet you walked away from her
Like you walked away from me,
I don't know how to say this
But maybe it's time we fizzled off into eternity.

No I won't reconsider
This time it is at an end
I may have loved you
But tonight I say goodbye my friend.

Copyright June 2007: Natasha Tatania D. Rufin.
5月29日

So Over It

This one is just to say that I am looking ahead and I am so over it all... Another entry to the song diary...
 
Natasha
 
Over It
Katharine McPhee
 
I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
[Over It lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
3月6日

Smiles...

Well whoa! The diva is actually smiling again. To find the reason why I'd become so introverted I had to stop and take a breather... a lot of things have changed, I've let myself out of myself more (he that hath ear let him hear).
 
So well me and Kisa went out on Saturday night and had fun! We didn't have to be perfect, say the perfect things, or look like lil ladies. We only had to be us! LOL! It's good being loosed of shackles.
 
It seems as though since I let my sunshine go, I've begun to be myself again. I didn't realize how inhibited I was with him around! I didn't realize how much I couldn't breathe with him around... or even write poems (I've written like 10 since he's been gone) or sometimes even smile. But hey life began anew in Jan. 07, and guess what ppl.... it feels good to have let him go...
 
So I'm smiling from ear to ear for many reasons, only those near and dear may ever understand, and I realize that as I grow as a Christian, not everything I do or say may be what others expect or demand of me. The rose is in BLOOM... are you ready for it?
 
Until later I'll be praying for you,
 
The Legacy begins...
The Princess has finally awakened...
Can you handle it?
9月21日

Wait For Me

Artist: Rebecca St. James
Song: Wait For Me

Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first time
And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Chorus:
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Repeat Chorus

Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me
 
Yesterday as our eyes touched from across the chasm, I blushed and I knew that someday I would look at you from afar and see the same intensity in your eyes but in a different way. I remember the first day I met you and how from the it has been just a time of ups and downs. Sometimes it seems as if you're afraid to just hang around me and it hurts. You seem afraid to say silly things around me, trying to remain perfect in my eyes.... but for now sweetheart it is not meant to be. But until that day I shall be waiting, praying, dreaming of you. And someday I'll walk down that aisle and I'll hug you and share myself with you in a way that I have with no one else. Until that day my Sunshine "Wait for me..." Until such a day keep Song of Solomons 8:4 in ya Spirit.
 
That is all this Princess writes....
 
MistyBlue Princess Divine
 
[I know that I am a Princess because my Father is the King of Kings.]
9月14日

Walking Away

"Call Me When You're Sober"
By: Evanescence

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
Truly how could I have walked away from it? Because it wasn't mine.... LOL! *smiles*
You never call me...
You obviously have what you want....
And I now know what I want...
And guess what?
Hehehe....
I'll Never Tell...
That's all this Princess Writes...
MistyBlue Princess Divine
I know that I am a Princess because my Father is the King of Kings.
8月27日

What Makes me different...

I was listening to the tunes of my fave music group (The Backstreet Boys) tonight and was thinking of how one would look at the person they loved someday. How they would seem to find them to be perfect no matter what. It's like their irregularities become special tidbits of that person. You begin to adore each and every facet to them. For instance one of my friends paces like crazy when nervous and her b.f. finds it adorable. Something that drives most of us up the wall but to him she is just so perfect.  And as I listened there were many songs by the Backstreet Boys that spoke of so many issues yet this song stuck out as a perfect main point for a blog. It is so beautiful and someday I hope to find that someone who will feel this way about me. Or is this just in a song? 
 
Well I hope you enjoy it. Yeah it's different and sweet but what is to be expected when one thinks of me? Because anyone who knows me knows that I am VERY different. LOL! Yet my differences I have been taught are just special and make me uniquely so. LOL! So below are the words to the song that speaks to me tonight:
 
"What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful)"
Backstreet Boys (Black & Blue Japanese Release)

You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)
And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
See material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you

What makes you different, (alright, yeah yeah) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful

You don't know (you don't know) how you touched my life (touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (so many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me (so beautiful)
Oh yeah, yeah

What makes you,
What makes you different, (what makes) makes you beautiful (to me)
What's there inside you, (there shines) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Everything you do is beautiful (so beautiful)
Love you give shines right through me (shines right through to me)
Everything you do is beautiful (ooh, ooh ooh ooh oh)
Oh, you're beautiful to me (to me)
 
I hope that you enjoyed the journey into my heart for a while...
 
That's all this princess writes....
 
Princess Divine
a.k.a
Natasha Tatania D. Rufin
Yeah I know that I am a princess because my Father is the King of Kings!